how humiliating being sick is
how compassionate some people can be
how humiliating getting better can be
how realizing you voluntarily took a seat as opposed to taking a stand in your life – for your self can be quite depressing but knowing you can make a different choice can be or quite liberating
when it is 2 weeks before you realize you haven’t thought of him, not once , and that is not only ok, but very welcome.
