Bye 2016!

hopepostI wish perhaps I had done this January 2016, because. I’m not sad to see it go, and yet it feels like things won’t be quite the same.

So maybe we can try to do this for 2017? So next year this time…we’ll have something to treasure. This year in…

I got published in CSFTS this  cdftsyear, and a women’s devotional I didn’t realize I’d be a part of, but I haven’t really written much else.  I miss it, I hope we can reunite in 2017.

Still uncertain, I’m too undisciplined and non huge pill swallowing for the healthy side of attempting to improve my symptoms…and too anxious, dispirited and poor to try to get heavier and ridiculously expensive medsms-costthe ones that seem to work for some people anyway. I need more direction here.  It sucks to not be able to get up after you fall – or sometimes even when you’ve just taken a seat. It would be nice to get out more often in 2017.

I’ve started “my type”  meditation. It is just a much more intentional prayer and quiet time with God.  I’ve spent a great deal of 2016 indoors because – having to use my walker is such a production. I don’t need it i my home most times, but I do need it when I go out.
It’s been a lonely year…but I always say it..I’d rather be alone and lonely than lonely and not alone. Ive experienced both.
For me, lonely and not alone is so much more heartbreaking. At least with this alone loneliness I can have some hope. And since I’m leaving this area of my life to God now, Ill just have to wait and see.

Of the books I read this year, here are a few I enjoyed and recommend to you…
The Yada Yada Prayer Group Series
A Man Called Ove
The Seamstress
Miracle at the Higher Grounds Cafe
The Girl Who Wrote in Silk
Everything We Keep

This year I discovered
Hamilton’s America
Kathy Taylor – Corinthian Song
Agatha Raisin Mysteries (Books and TV)
Teavanna Passion Tango Herbal Tea
OMS Lifestyle (Overcoming Multiple Sclerosis)


Happy No More 2016!!

May your 2017 be so awesome, it puts your dreams to shame      (thanks LMM) 🙂