Love and Loss

The first time I heard this song – it stunned me, it devastated me.  It completely took me unawares, and yet I was completely aware of what it was about.  I remember being glad that I was by myself, because – how to explain this feeling, how to explain the tears in…more words?
My heart is the candle and your heart the flame that burns with a fire so true
are my favorite words in this song.  When I learned about the history of the song, and found out that what inspired it was a very special letter.

It was almost too perfect.  A love letter, written by  a man facing battle, uncertainty and the possibility of never seeing his wife and sons again.  Im not even sure in this day and age how many  32 year olds would be capable of this type of depth of emotion.  I guess that is what we get for trying to cram everything into 140 characters. It truly is one of the most beautiful letters I have ever read.  I wonder if he (and she) knew he was a wordsmith or if it was a special blessing from God for Sarah to have those words to remember her Sullivan by.

Something that I read about this famous love letter was that – there were 5 copies of the letter none of them written in Ballou’s hand.  Also he apparently never sent the letter, but it was found in his trunk. Lots of questions remain about its authenticity.  It does not stop me from believing that even if it weren’t Sarah and Sullivan -it was someone else going through the horrors of war who felt the exact same way. Perhaps they could not express it so eloquently, but they felt the same.  Someone somewhere felt the same.  Someone whispered their loved one’s name with their last breath. I have no doubt.

 

Challenge Check Up…Fail

I think that I am just about done with the 2016 Reading Challenge, and I perhaps could’ve wrapped it all up this month with one book, but I haven’t read a new book since her royal spyness. Ive started 5 different new books and that goes nowhere really fast.  I can’t drum up enough feeling to care about the new characters and stories.  At first I thought maybe this was depression, but I think I’m just tired. Falling asleep before 3am is a gift these days, so I go throughout the day like a zombie.  I have read books, but just ones I’m already very familiar with.  It doesn’t take as much brain power I guess.  Anyway – here are a few of the books I acquired in August.  I hope to be finished with 3 by October.  Just three, that seems attainable. So hopefully by next month I’ll have something to report.

uninvitedeverythingnightcircuswindnobagsove

Right now I’m muddling through Everything We Keep, The Night Circus and Queen Sugar right now. Uninvited is my devotional for this month.  And you can enter to win a free kindle copy here.  The giveaway ends Tomorrow.

 

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