Maybe it is because Ive been struggling with this exacerbation (still) and haven’t been able to get out to the stores.
Maybe it is because I haven’t seen Christmas lights besides on the television…
Maybe it is because it was 62 degrees in NYC today.
It just doesn’t feel very “Christmassy”, it’s still sad for me.
But I have enjoyed listening to Christmas stories
In the end it’s not about the weather, the lights or the shopping is it :-).